I'm still happy to have moved back to the Netherlands, but without a job, without money, without a plan - it's not easy. It's not easy at all. Luckily, autumn in Utrecht is pretty. And in 2 weeks I'll be in Stockholm, in 4 weeks I'll see Mew and after that I guess things will be better again? Otherwise it will be winter, I'll buy chocolate and I'll go to Copenhagen.
But still: first things first. Let's hope everyday life will be ok(+) again soon.
There must be more to get out of bed for than colorful leaves (and long walks and good coffee), right?